We would like to take a moment to send a huge thank you to those of you who have already donated to this amazing cause. We'd also like to share with you a few words from Kelera's parents to give you a an insight into the day to day life of having a child with BPAN.
A Day in the Life of Kelera: A Heartbreaking Reality_
Our day begins with a sense of uncertainty, a feeling of trepidation. Will Kelera be okay today? Will she suffer from seizures, convulsions, or something new? As a non-verbal child, we can only try to guess what might happen, and that's a heavy burden to carry.
Kelera's condition, BPAN (Beta-Propeller Protein-Associated Neurodegeneration), is a cruel and relentless foe. It's a rare genetic disorder that affects only a handful of children worldwide, and it's slowly taking away Kelera's abilities, her independence, and her future. The seizures will eventually subside, but they'll be replaced by the devastating symptoms of Parkinson's disease and dementia. It's a heartbreaking reality that we're forced to confront every day.
As parents, we're not just caregivers; we're also emotional and physical supporters. We're the ones who wake up multiple times a night to check on Kelera, to make sure she's safe and comfortable. We're the ones who handle the toileting, eating, bathing, and dressing, often without any respite.
But as Kelera grows older and her weight increases, everyday tasks become even more challenging. Bath time, once a relaxing ritual, has become a struggle. We strain to lift her in and out of the tub, worrying about her safety and our own physical limitations. Simple errands, like going to the shop, become daunting tasks. We struggle to maneuver Kelera in and out of the car seat, our hearts racing with every transfer.
Even at home, we're always on high alert, watching Kelera's every move as she navigates the house. We worry about her putting something in her mouth, or worse, having an episode where she falls and hits her head. The fear of what might happen is always lurking, making it hard to relax, even for a moment.
But there's another fear that we face, one that's harder to acknowledge: the fear of judgment. We worry about how others will perceive us, about how they'll react when we share our struggles. Will they think we're complaining? Will they think we're not doing enough? The fear of being judged, of being misunderstood, is a heavy burden to carry.
And yet, despite this fear, we feel compelled to share our story. We want to raise awareness about BPAN, and the devastating impact it has on families like ours. We want to advocate for more research, more support, and more understanding. We want to show the world that our struggles are real, that our fears are valid, and that our love for Kelera is unwavering.
So, we'll keep sharing our story, despite the fear of judgment. We'll keep advocating for Kelera, and for all the children like her who are fighting against BPAN. We'll keep holding on to hope, hope that one day, there will be a cure for BPAN, hope that one day, children like Kelera will be able to live a life free from pain, free from suffering, and free from fear.
Until that day, we'll keep fighting, keep loving, and keep caring for our precious Kelera.
Thank you again for very generous donation.